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| Life is not a box of chocolates...
Its more like one of those 3D million piece puzzles of some ridiculous landmarks that you try and put together forever only to either give up or find out your missing a piece.
Chocolates you can just eat.
I don't want to regret anything anymore. Because when I think about it, regret doesn't mean anything and will never amount to anything. You should live, hurt, cry, feel, laugh, and learn. You can't have everything you want, ever. Therefore you must take everything as it comes, whether the ways are calm or suffocating. We learn from everything we do and we don't do. So why, just sit back and watch the current. I want to feel; every wave, every rock, every bend, and every splash. I want to be in it. I have been standing on the side of life watching it float by. I want to swim in the river. I want to feel it.
Even if it hurts like hell. Even if it's the suckiest moment ever. Even if the sky is falling down. I'm down. What other choice do I have.
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| Everything seems so haywire lately. How in the hell did it get to this point?
I feel as if many people are unhappy these days. Well not exactly everyone, but the majority. When I take a look around, people's faces don't light up the way they used to and their smiles aren't exactly the same. I had to ask myself, is it because perhaps I am unhappy, but I mean, I've never really been too happy. But the more I listen and take a look around, things have changed.
Why the loss of luster?
Why does my heart feel so heavy?
-Vague thoughts I was happening today.
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| "I beg you...to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer..."
Rainer Marie Rilke
I ache to have the patience and the strength to deal with everything. all of it. It burns me out and weighs me down. What to do. What to do. What the effing do. I feel so conflicted. My heart. My mind. What the right thing is. What I feel. What I want. I want to badly to make myself vulnerable but at the same time, keep unexposed.
Bitter.Sweet.
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| I want to believe.
in everything again.
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| I am so exhausted.
Physically and mentally.
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